my apologies beforehand for not being around, but alot has been going on with me in the last few weeks.
ok , now where shall i start…OH yes, july 23rd i was carjacked.
that’s right folks, i was carjacked.
My boyfriend and i went to get ice cream and he went in the store while i stayed in the car, and in a matter of two minutes, my life changed.
A man got in the car , told me he had a gun and to get the eff out and basically forced me out of the car and sped off. i can go into further details but im tired of the story.
we got the car back and the cops have the perp.
monday we go to court.
yeah this SO did not help my FMS AT ALL!
my meds went fropm only gabapentin to adding lexapro and seroquel because i can’t sleep as it is and the depression from FMS plus the carjacking have made me as bland as soggy bread.
so we have that and the fact that i have no more vacation time or sick time at work, so now i have FMLA which sucks since im not really in the position to get a days pay docked if im sick, but i cant come into work when i have a flare up either….so i have to force myself to really sew some goodies and get my etsy store back up and running.
so the job situation is stressing out. i feel like im not really gettign the support i need.
i would love to work from home at least one day, but i have a better chance of growing a tail and peeing on a tree before that happens.
and now the final nail in my boo hoo box…money.
money, of which i have none. and bills of which i have too many.
when i think about it, my back tenses up.
there has to be a better way to deal with FMS on a limited budget.
my meds alone are setting me back almost 200 bucks a month. and thats not even including my montly dr visits..lets see, chiropractor 4 times a month, the neurologist once a month, then my general doc once a month all @ 15 bucks a pop comes out to 90 a month.
not to mention soon my pro-bono massage therapy will come to an end (i will have to shell out of pocket because my insurance wont pay for it)100 bucks a session. twice a month.
*sigh*
all this and i have to make a birdcage veil for a friend, make a dress for myself for a bridal shower thats in 2 weeks, design the dress for the wedding that’s in october, make goods to sell on etsy so i can at least see the top of my debt as opposed to drowning in it AND try to figure out how to lose weight when i have no energy to even walk.
if anyone out there can relate to at least one sentence of my rambling, feel free to comment.
i wonder if i can tea-dye this and add ribbon instead of elastic?
Fashion shouldn't be painful 